Monday, July 30, 2012

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Shouldn't have read that.
Ironically I could hear my inner self telling me to save myself and click the x button on top but I can't, curiosity's got its hold on my fingers which absolutely refused to switch.it.off.
Why am I digging my own trench, or am I? I always think that extra knowledge is harmless but really? Least I'm prepared for what's about to come?
Whatever it is, I asked for it and I best pick myself up if anything happens. Afterall, I did convince myself that I'm a 不倒翁

Also, the face I once saw every single day is now gone. I can't decide if I should be sad or not (clearly these tears are not instructions from my brains) but hey change is inevitable sooo, suck it up biatch :P

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Don't know

Why I dive into things knowing I'd get hurt in the end. Why unhappy thoughts flood my mind when being happy is very easily attainable. Why I get myself into situations like this. Because, better knowing and trying than regretting never having tried it. I foresaw this coming when I stopped the medication as you've warned me. Back to no.1, and also you make me want to be a better person.